Kwanele Manje

Geez I never thought updating a blog could be such hard work. Its almost 4 months since i last posted anything here. Its not that i had nothing to say, but actually mouthfuls. Recording could have been a better option since i talk faster than i can type.

My last post started well and welle ... i still say Thank you God for the women in my lifetime. You are vessels of honour and forever i will uphold you in my prayers. But this one post, hopefully is a summary of recent activities in my life for the period i have been quiet.

Hamba Kwanele Manje is a track by songbird Lira that im feeling so much right now. For me its not about discarding a failed love but discarding all the things that have held me back this year from achieving a few goals, some failures and hard feelings. A few quick lessons that i have learnt is that no matter what the situation, my Lord is still there for me and sometimes its ok to b selfish and put yoself first. But in all things LOOK UP TO HIM FOR EVERYTHING and dont forget to thank Him for the little things in life, like the innocent laugh/cry of a baby, the beautiful blueness of the sky, the fresh smell of air at dawn nor the full bloom of summer .

In the time that i had gone awol i have been lucky to meet so many pple, observe and learn so much. Its so easy to get caught in the business of everyday life bcos of wats happening around you. I'm glad that through it all i remain me only better in wisdom and insight. People come into our lives for different purposes. You are blessed if you can identify that at any given time, a person has served their purpose in yo life and u need to let go of them. For better or worse. Just don't loose the life lessons they brought. In this short time i stand in awe of the women in particular i have met. From the gals that i interned with, to those with mo experience in this world. (By now u must know im for women and i find my inspiration in them). Surely goodness and mercy shall follow you all the days of yo lives.

My year in retrospect has been a motswako of different flavours and almost every wara wara you can think of. After so many yrs being a student , i took a break from academic studies and i really think it was one good decision i made. I have been reminiscing about my childhood, the dreams i had, i still have and just living in the moment. It made me rekindle so much, so many beautiful memories, connect me to my deeper soul. I couldn't be mo thankful for the insight i have . And all the blessings i have ... .

Im counting down to my birthday, a few days into the new year and so im turning 25 in style. Im letting go of all the toxins that have been draining me. Its a new page. So help me God.


From my heart to yours

im out